Tuesday, March 26, 2013


yeps exams will be haunting my weekend like really soon. its been a while huh, and i'll graduate highschool,for real. what to do for life?idk,thats the question that haunts me every single minute.
just accomplish my ballet exams yesterday and 20% of my "stressed list" has been ticked but, still 80% of it is still waiting and i am creepin like heck.

so my life, well,week days filled with school work and projects and weekend? umm practice and movie, most of the time. i am sick of sun plaza and hermes though, i meant like the security even recognize my car, already. i've been hanging out at those place EVERYSINGLEWEEK. glad i have some lovelies accompanying me during this time

 see ya till next post!

Thursday, January 31, 2013

the 200things

200: My crush’s name is: Ericko Chandra
199: I was born in: Medan
198: I am really: Full right now
197: My cellphone company is: Blackberry
196: My eye color is: Dark brown
195: My shoe size is: 37-38
194: My ring size is: never measured it
193: My height is: 156
192: I am allergic to: lies 
191: My 1st car was: a toy car
190: My 1st job was: a student
189: Last book you read: Perks of being wallflower
188: My bed is: my soulmate
187: My pet: none
186: My best friend: fio
185: My favorite shampoo is: livebouy
184: Xbox or ps3: ps3
183: Piggy banks are: one of things that reminds me of my childhood
182: In my pockets: i had 10.000 right now
181: On my calendar: i wrote birthdays and exams days
180: Marriage is: an important event
179: Spongebob can: drink water in the water
178: My mom: is the best
177: The last three songs I bought were? all suju's
176: Last YouTube video watched: suju's reality show
175: How many cousins do you have? 16
174: Do you have any siblings? ofcourse
173: Are your parents divorced? nope
172: Are you taller than your mom? yes
171: Do you play an instrument? piano 
170: What did you do yesterday? went to have my haircut
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: yes
168: Luck:yes
167: Fate:yes
166: Yourself: sort of
165: Aliens: yes
164: Heaven:yes
163: Hell:yes
162: God:yes
161: Horoscopes: not really
160: Soul mates: yes
159: Ghosts:yes
158: Gay Marriage: yes
157: War:yes
156: Orbs:nope
155: Magic:nope
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs
153: Drunk or High: none
152: Phone or Online: phone
151: Red heads or Black haired: black
150: Blondes or Brunettes: blondes
149: Hot or cold: hot
148: Summer or winter: summer
147: Autumn or Spring: spring
146: Chocolate or vanilla: both
145: Night or Day: night
144: Oranges or Apples: oranges
143: Curly or Straight hair: curly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: burgerking
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white
140: Mac or PC: mac
139: Flip flops or high heals: flipflops
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor + smart
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke
136: Hillary or Obama: obama
135: Burried or cremated: burried
134: Singing or Dancing: dance
133: Coach or Chanel: chanel
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: none
131: Small town or Big city: big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: wal-mart
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: adam
128: Manicure or Pedicure: pedi
127: East Coast or West Coast: west 
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas
125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolates
124: Disney or Six Flags: disney
123: Yankees or Red Sox: red sox
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: people killing each other without being guilty
121: George Bush: yeah okay
120: Gay Marriage: its their own happiness
119: The presidential election: i never really cared
118: Abortion: uhhh killer 
117: MySpace: place where celebs hang
116: Reality TV: nice
115: Parents: advisable 
114: Back stabbers: people with full of jealousy
113: Ebay: online shop
112: Facebook: uploading pictures...
111: Work: money
110: My Neighbors: annoying
109: Gas Prices: expensive
108: Designer Clothes: rich
107: College: hell
106: Sports: healthy
105: My family: okay
104: The future: sucks
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: him
102: Last time you ate: chicken floss
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: my grandma
100: Cried in front of someone: my sister
99: Went to a movie theater: this monday
98: Took a vacation: last week 
97: Swam in a pool: last week
96: Changed a diaper: wkwkwk
95: Got my nails done: yesterday
94: Went to a wedding: months ago
93: Broke a bone: of a fried chicken yesterday
92: Got a peircing: never
91: Broke the law: of not wearing belt to school almost everyday
90: Texted: hour ago none
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: my classmates
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mac
87: The last movie I saw: cz12
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: meet donghae
85: The thing im not looking forward to: my future
84: People call me: nikita,nik,nk,woi
83: The most difficult thing to do is: to wake up at monday morning
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: 50% discount at the pecellele restaurant
81: My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius 
80: The first person i talked to today was: my sister
79: First time you had a crush: when i was at p6
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my boyfriend and my sister
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my sister
76: Right now I am talking to: no one
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i don't know
74: I have/will get a job: i don't know
73: Tomorrow: i had to go to school
72: Today: was suck,i ate 5x meals
71: Next Summer: i want to hv time to relax
70: Next Weekend: is chinese new year
69: I have these pets: with invisible colour
68: The worst sound in the world: is to hear someone cry without stopping
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my boyfriend...
66: People that make you happy: my boyfriend.. ( see i'm in love )
65: Last time I cried: 2days ago
64: My friends are: lunatic
63: My computer is: big and black
62: My School: has a very huge soccer field and canteen with full of snacks
61: My Car: are my 2nd garage
60: I lose all respect for people who: point things on me when i didn't do it
59: The movie I cried at was: sad love stories
58: Your hair color is: black
57: TV shows you watch: none
56: Favorite web site: tumblr
55: Your dream vacation: LA
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i fall off from a motorcycle and i almost broke my feet
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium
52: My room is: the 2nd Titanic ship
51: My favorite celebrity is: DONGHAEEEEEE
50: Where would you like to be: in a place where i can do anything i want to
49: Do you want children: yes,twins please
48: Ever been in love: ofcourse
47: Who’s your best friend: fio
46: More guy friends or girl friends: guy..
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when i succeeded to skip my meal 
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: donghae
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: yes i plan to hv a house nearby the beach
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: yep
41: Have you pre-named your children: i had lots and lots of name wkwk
40: Last person I got mad at: myself
39: I would like to move to: nowhere
38: I wish I was a professional: at producing money
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: nerds
36: Vehicle: car
35: President: obama
34: State visited: europe
33: Cellphone provider: as
32: Athlete: none
31: Actor: donghae
30: Actress: i couldn't think of any
29: Singer: suju's
28: Band: none
27: Clothing store: topshop
26: Grocery store: branstagi supermerket
25: TV show: v channel
24: Movie: bruce Almighty 
23: Website: tumble
22: Animal: puppy
21: Theme park: universal studios
20: Holiday: bali
19: Sport to watch: none
18: Sport to play: baseball
17: Magazine: vivi
16: Book: art/design
15: Day of the week: friday
14: Beach: hawaii
13: Concert attended: bigbang's justin's
12: Thing to cook: cake
11: Food: anything
10: Restaurant: wak noer
9: Radio station: prambos
8: Yankee candle scent: idk
7: Perfume: marc jacobs,juicy
6: Flower: dandelions
5: Color: white yellow
4: Talk show host: ellen
3: Comedian: sule
2: Dog breed: whats this
1: did you answer all these honesty? with all my heart

Monday, January 28, 2013


The trip to Bangkok has such a horrible memories for me,well at least i am alive right now. So how's life there readers? i had been having a terrible start for this 2013. ( oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO Y'ALL <3! ) idk where to start, i had to write my new year's solution and post some of the unposted picture that i took during the terrible bkk trip. So let me began with the belated New year's wishes

1. Make sure that i had good grades on my GCSE test and planned a perfect future afterwards.
2. Keep my head straight up and mind open in every problem that i am facing.
3. Went to a themepark & ride 'every' extreme rides <- this one has to be done.i miss testing my adrenaline
4. Planned a perfect birthday surprise for my boyfriend
5. Celebrate my 17th birthday with something special like ...........

     well the last wish cannot be completed because i don't really want to plan about how my sweet 17th birthday will go. the reason is because i wanted everything to happen naturally, and i love surprises. so just to hv something to write on my birthday ( later on ) starting with the word ' my 17th birthday was like .... '

so that's what happened lately. and this guy ^ was a hottieeeeee aw sarangae <33


Tuesday, January 1, 2013


this little hidden paradise is located at Batam, and yes, you might not thought of this city may have a place like this. for more info, you can visit www.montigoresort.com which is one of the villas that you can stay while you are at the nongsa.


i finally got a wifi connection here. so let's do some of the things that i've planned to do once i got wifi.

The video that me and my sister made has been uploaded to youtube, hereeee

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Crossed My Heart

leaving town tomorrow and it isn't excite me at all.. holiday picts will be uploaded daily on my instagram so check em out! nighties fellows and fellas