she needs Self Awarness

I AM SUCH A COWARD. But let me just be honest, for sometime, i am.  I felt strange about myself. lemme tell you, being the kind of person who don't talk much about her problem and just keep them in their heart safely,decide not to tell is beastly BAD. But when i get into this situation i keep my self quiet and just like .. not talking,at all. which for me is horrible, what i want is to cheer and forget or maybe letting go what's happen, not like this. BAD i feel bad. big sigh* TT 

feel sorry to someone,deeply am.

xx,Nikita